Hey! Call Me Back When You Get This

The voicemail I never left

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Oh, okay, hey.

I know we haven’t talked in a while, I just wanted to talk about us, and our relationship. I just, I feel misunderstood and a little hated and forgotten but mostly resentful. Resentful just maybe because she’s available for you now, which is great. No really, it is. Just, she wasn’t available for me then. And that’s half the reason I don’t talk now. It’s half the reason I don’t know how. And so, I just maybe feel a little bitter. I also feel a little like you don’t like me at all. Also, maybe a little like you never even did. And I don’t hold it against you! Don’t worry, there’s a lot to scrutinize over here. Just, maybe I shouldn’t give so much to you if you don’t. Like me, I mean. If you don’t like me. Just a me thing though. A lot of resentment and grievances in me, huh. [awkward laugh] yes, well, it’s just been eating at me, and I have to get the small things like these out, or the big things that are far less controllable will come out instead. So, yeah, well I guess you don’t have to respond now; you kind of already know what I was going to say. But yes, this should explain why I start acting the way I act, hopefully. I know you’ll hate me, but I won’t hate me, and I need that. I need for me to not hate me. And you have her anyways! And I have my pen! So, yeah, well, anyways, bye.

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